I am a 14 year boy.studying 9th grade .when i was studying 8th grade .I just met a guy on fb through my friends account.He was my senior(9th).It was her fake account i used to check it.I found this guy.i started to chat with him through her account till 2 months.after that i sended him request from my account .we used to talk a lot.i used to enjoy every moment I was with him.He blocked his old account and I felt very bad .I used too miss him a lot .then i realised that i was in love with him.he made his new account but couldn’t send me a request my account carries privacy settings.My friends got to know about my love and they asked me or probably proposed him.I created a fake account and proposed him.He couldn’t even guess it was me.I just said to his friend who is also my friend(common friend).that i was only that girl who proposed him everyone of his friends and he too was shocked because i was not that type of girl.I was decent and friendly to friends,teachers and well wishers and danger to enemies.He just went away unfriended me from fb. He stopped talking with me.My heart broked into pieces.I loved him a lot.After some months i found he used to have a gf who is also 10th after a few days i got to know that they broke up.he is one of the poplour guys in school.now i am studying 9th he is studying 10th.I thought to atleast be his friend if not lover .I said sorry through the same common friend.He accepted it and we became friends again but my teacher got to know about my love and she scolded me.He blocked me from fb. nearly a month passed and I thought to focus my career and leave him.My class mate loves him now but I don’t know why I am feeling jealous.they are many rumours on him that he is loving his ex-girlfriend’s best friend but I don’t think so.His classmate is my friend but she is like my big sister she said he is not good.He is a player..etc.I dont know what to do??? (or) how to react????? .I think i am still in love with him!!! and the worst thing is that i don’t have a mom to share with..my dad is always busy (divorced)and i am suffering from depression trying to overcome it..shall i follow my teacher words and concentrate on my career.so finally you got to know the reason why I labelled my love story as confused love.Many questions but no answers..waiting for god’s miracle!!!
Wednesday 13 September 2017
Love story
Every story has a beginning……
But some stories never have their end… !!!
…. After a long time he saw her again. She gave him the same smile and his eyes was not ready to miss a single look of her..,, the similar big cute eyes with full of joy and inspirations in them. She asked the boy, if he is okay;; and the boy was quite. In a moment she passed away, with the same tease in her heart of losing a friend… And tears rolled on,, from his eyes wondering the time they’ve spent together…!!!
It was the time of their college life… The cool life…!!!
The BOY: Mischievous bad boy, with bad image in college among all faculties,, but yet a good friend with good heart for all his colleagues; with whom he always use to enjoy; drinking, smoking ,etc… Often he comes to college but never reach up-to his classes, with no worries of result’s he just followed the same routine every day, to which he called ENJOYMENT..!!
One year later. .. .
Now time for the juniors to come,, his group use to call them for having fun. One day, the boy proposed a girl among their juniors again for fun and to what his friends use to call as “SETTING” !!
The GIRL: Naughty, pretty not good in looks..but with beautiful soul. Everyone use to pretend her wrong for her frankness,, but she was the heart of her friends.
She took everything serious,, Yet refused!!!
She didn’t even realize that this was only for fun. She dealt the matter very friendly and instead of treating the boy harshly, she handled him with her soft heart. . .
The days went on & on, and they became good friends.. The boy really fell in love with the girl this time; and confessed everything in front of her one day.. She was normal and instead of shouting she smiled 😀 and
Said: Its OK..Be relaxed!!
The girl was comfortable with the friendship but not in the state of being in a relationship with the boy. She had her desires and some different goals for life… Her dream was more precious, then to be in a relation with the boy.
Love..
Care…
Respect….
& Expectations from the girl went on increasing for the boy,, with everyday passing and this gave birth to fights. One day the boy decided, never to talk again as he thought the girl does not understand him. The girl accepted and never explained anything this time. She thought,, if her friendship is strong he’ll come back again…
After some months he is back again, with a promise that they’ll be friends forever and the boy will not repeat the same thing ever. But his heart was unable to stop beating for her. He was strongly affectionate and ready to do anything for her.
The girl tried to make him understand that there is no future if they’ll fall in a relationship because of families, but the boy is not ready to except all this again. He again stopped to talk with her. And this repeated many several times.
3 Years passed away with the same thing again and again, and now the girl decided that if he’ll come back again, she’ll not treat him friendly. Herself respect was badly hurt and she accepted that she had lost his friend.
One day, her phone rang again. She picked up and the boy say’s sorry,, but the girl is not the same friend this time.
He did everything to make her understand but she is not ready to cry with the same tears anymore. After her so many tries the boy is not even ready to leave drinking & smoking and also she realized all the lies, the boy told her to make her happy.
She didn’t need that false happiness but she was hurt for losing her best friend.
It’s very hard to realize that you are no more important for the person for whom once you were everything. It hurts a lot when you see someday, that you lost a person who was truly indeed for you.
The boy realized what he had lost. He himself knew that his family will not accept his love…but yet he didn’t have a control over his heart that beats for her every day.
…..And she passed away, with the same tease in her heart of losing a friend… And tears rolled on,, from his eyes
wondering the time they’ve spent together…!!!
Because some stories never have their end… !!!
But some stories never have their end… !!!
…. After a long time he saw her again. She gave him the same smile and his eyes was not ready to miss a single look of her..,, the similar big cute eyes with full of joy and inspirations in them. She asked the boy, if he is okay;; and the boy was quite. In a moment she passed away, with the same tease in her heart of losing a friend… And tears rolled on,, from his eyes wondering the time they’ve spent together…!!!
It was the time of their college life… The cool life…!!!
The BOY: Mischievous bad boy, with bad image in college among all faculties,, but yet a good friend with good heart for all his colleagues; with whom he always use to enjoy; drinking, smoking ,etc… Often he comes to college but never reach up-to his classes, with no worries of result’s he just followed the same routine every day, to which he called ENJOYMENT..!!
One year later. .. .
Now time for the juniors to come,, his group use to call them for having fun. One day, the boy proposed a girl among their juniors again for fun and to what his friends use to call as “SETTING” !!
The GIRL: Naughty, pretty not good in looks..but with beautiful soul. Everyone use to pretend her wrong for her frankness,, but she was the heart of her friends.
She took everything serious,, Yet refused!!!
She didn’t even realize that this was only for fun. She dealt the matter very friendly and instead of treating the boy harshly, she handled him with her soft heart. . .
The days went on & on, and they became good friends.. The boy really fell in love with the girl this time; and confessed everything in front of her one day.. She was normal and instead of shouting she smiled 😀 and
Said: Its OK..Be relaxed!!
The girl was comfortable with the friendship but not in the state of being in a relationship with the boy. She had her desires and some different goals for life… Her dream was more precious, then to be in a relation with the boy.
Love..
Care…
Respect….
& Expectations from the girl went on increasing for the boy,, with everyday passing and this gave birth to fights. One day the boy decided, never to talk again as he thought the girl does not understand him. The girl accepted and never explained anything this time. She thought,, if her friendship is strong he’ll come back again…
After some months he is back again, with a promise that they’ll be friends forever and the boy will not repeat the same thing ever. But his heart was unable to stop beating for her. He was strongly affectionate and ready to do anything for her.
The girl tried to make him understand that there is no future if they’ll fall in a relationship because of families, but the boy is not ready to except all this again. He again stopped to talk with her. And this repeated many several times.
3 Years passed away with the same thing again and again, and now the girl decided that if he’ll come back again, she’ll not treat him friendly. Herself respect was badly hurt and she accepted that she had lost his friend.
One day, her phone rang again. She picked up and the boy say’s sorry,, but the girl is not the same friend this time.
He did everything to make her understand but she is not ready to cry with the same tears anymore. After her so many tries the boy is not even ready to leave drinking & smoking and also she realized all the lies, the boy told her to make her happy.
She didn’t need that false happiness but she was hurt for losing her best friend.
It’s very hard to realize that you are no more important for the person for whom once you were everything. It hurts a lot when you see someday, that you lost a person who was truly indeed for you.
The boy realized what he had lost. He himself knew that his family will not accept his love…but yet he didn’t have a control over his heart that beats for her every day.
…..And she passed away, with the same tease in her heart of losing a friend… And tears rolled on,, from his eyes
wondering the time they’ve spent together…!!!
Because some stories never have their end… !!!
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